So much has happened... too much

Wow... I looked at the last post and it has been one and a half years, 4 jobs after, moving to Brisbane, back down to Sydney, back up to Brisbane and now packing up to move back down to Sydney (again!)... so much has happened... I read the post and recall the wonderful days when I was living in the tiny shoe box in Potts Point... the fun outings to restaurants and bars with my dear friends in Sydney... I am angry at myself for not having kept this habit of writing everyday... there has been so much that I have left out in my eventful life... so now I can only do my life justice by reviving this blog... and for everyday that I do not have much to write on, I will write about the days that I have had during this past one and a half years... memorable days such as my trips to Thailand, Singapore, Malaysia and Hawaii that I have had in the last 12 months... the new experiences that I have had... deep sea fishing, Usher concert, crazy shopping, musicals, bar hopping...

I feel an overwhelming sense of lost time right now... so much has happened... I have grown so much in these years... tonight, for some reason it hit me that if I didn't start accounting for my life now that someday it may be too late and I would have lived this life in vain

So as I sit on my bed, getting ready to go to bed and face another day at work tomorrow, the fourth last day at QR National as a commercial analyst... how do I feel... nervous as my employment at Macquarie is not finalised yet... my life is hanging on a shoe string... I have replayed in my mind countless number of times of what I would do and how life would be and how I would cope if things didn't go well with the employment check for Macquarie... all I can do now is pray and I know that regardless of what happens, I have faith that it is meant to be the best outcome for me

So one of the main things that have happened in my life since the last post, and this one is significant is my discovery of my faith in God... I have found joy in my life again... I no longer feel anxious and depressed that I do not know where I am heading in life... I have been able to live peacefully and joyfully everyday knowing that God loves me and will be here with me always... this has changed my life greatly and I am so grateful that it has happened

Now this post is meant to be just a short one to wet your lips... Can't wait to write more tomorrow!

Peace out!