Need to get excited for new beginnings ahead!!!

So the best thing that has happened today is I finally get the results for my employment background screening and everything went alright... thank God! Then I started feeling overwhelmed... I have to move to a new place and find somewhere to stay and I am getting cold feet about my new job... I have a million thoughts in my head now and for some odd reason I want to delay my flight to Sydney for as long as I can... now I am even thinking of flying there on the Sunday before the first day of work... hmmm

Well today I tried something new... I made stir fry hokkien noodles... and for the first time noodles were tasty :) I am super proud of myself... in fact I should take a photo of it and post it here hehe... Ok I have leftovers so I shall do it tomorrow and update this blog post

So I have always written about exciting things that have happened to me... but like all persons, I have my worries, my troubles, issues... today I am having another round of arguments with my mum... sometimes I think it is really unfair that because she is the mother, she is allowed to be angry at me but I am not allowed to feel the same way... after all, I am the one having the high stress life having to face the corporate world... somehow it always revolves around how she feels, how we kids have offended her... we don't get some slack cut... and I am made to feel guilty for being annoyed, bothered and stressed out by unkind things that are said by her... Am I supposed to feel absolutely sorry and guilty that I am unhappy with my parents? I believe that God said to honour your parents but surely God must have said something about treating your children well and not give them so much stress and make them feel so guilty when they don't live up to your expectations

So back to my preparations for my new life ahead... it's supposed to be so exciting but somehow I don't feel it... maybe I need to be down there and experience what it is like again to be around so many young lively people again... indeed I must have forgotten what it feels like to be in a buzzing city... well, not too long before it all begins again :)